SusanCTX@aol.com
03 September, 2007
I reached a major milestone this year, Jason. I let July 17th pass without even realizing what day it was. Yet the memory of the light in your eyes, that beautiful grin, the goodness of your heart & my love for you remain the same. I'd like to tell you that Chief Raney retired from the Navy & upon receiving his flag (which flew over our nation's capitol, he noticed the date it flew there - July 17, 1996 - and knew exactly where that flag belonged. He sent it to me in Loving Memory of you. I haven't heard from him in a couple of years, so I trust his pain has lessened. It continues to amaze me that people you touched still come here after 10 years & leave a note. It confirms the fact for me that you were loved by so very many. I wish your nephew could have known you longer. He is so much a combination of you & your brother it often takes my breath away.....and now he's playing football. You would have been his biggest fan. It comforts me knowing that Granny saw you waiting for her just hours before she died. I also draw a massive amount of comfort knowing that because of our Heavenly Father, we will be together again some day. I love you & miss you, Jason.
Many, many hugs,
Mom
Jason, I also want you & all your friends to know that I have a new web page. It will eventually have some pictures of you there. They can visit it at: http://texaseyesterritory.spaces.live.com/ I'm hoping this site will also minister to others who find themselves in your situation. I love you. Mom (yeah, I know......"Are you done now, Mom?")
stempey1@sbcglobal.net
16 July, 2007
Another year is gone. I hope you are looking down on us all and give the blessings that we give to you. I am sure that your family ponders July 17 with remembrance and sadness. Be good.
S
17 July, 2006
Hey Jason,
Hard to believe it's been 10 yrs. You were a good friend.
Steve
goofyfl32@hotmail.com
08 July, 2006
Hi there PA! :) It's hard to believe 10 years has come & gone, since you went to be with the angels above. I find myself still smiling at all the times we shared. You have a piece of my heart and always will. Forever & ever I will miss you. xxoo
"Christine L. Seeney" (tippytoe62@comcast.net)
19 February, 2004
I miss you everyday, I cannot forget the years of trouble we got into at
Cotton Eyed Joe's and sneaking in and out of the barracks in the middle of
the night. After all these years, I still can't stop remembering the
friendship and fun we had. But most of all the love we shared. You are
forever branded in my mind and heart. I hope your covering all your bulls
and having a great time at those rodeos in the sky. I will see you when I
get there and boy do you have some questions to answer. You looked great
the last time we talked and hoped we would get together again soon. Save
me a dance as always and I still have your toothbrush at my apt.
Christine
Carolyn Toomey (Goofyfl31@comcast.net)
25 January, 2003
I would like to leave these flowers for the man who taught me much
about life and love.... you will always be in my heart and in each
smile I have..... forever I will love and miss you dearly....
The Memory
I lie awake alone at night
With tears of pain in my eyes
Wondering if it’ll ever be “alright”
And when I can stop all these late-night cries
The golden memory of you and I
Continues to fade with ongoing time
Still trying to figure out how and why
Where we went wrong and how it could die
I wish we could go back to that day
The day we both were hurt and torn
I’d try to stop you and have more to say
But my heart was tired, hurt and worn
I’m still holding onto the memory
It seems to get harder everyday
Thinking of what could and should be
I just need to let go so the pain will go away
Poem written by: Denise Miller – 8/31/02
"scott williams" (cowtowncouple@earthlink.net)
27 September, 2000
I am leaving flowers for Jason. He was a good friend to me and to alot of
other people he came in contact with. To this day I still have a scar on
my hand that he gave to me in football practice, and whenever I see that
on my hand, I get a big smile on my face just remembering those times.
Thanks for the poem, it is very awesome. My heart with
yours... Thanks Jason!!!!
Love, Scott and Cindy Williams
ScottLuvcheri@aol.com
07 August, 2000
Someone out there cares
I'm sending one up for you Jason
cheri
"hall8080" (hall8080@gateway.net)
24 April, 2000
I feel your loss, and grieve with you. God bless you and your family.
D. Hall
Amber Muth (AMuth@bbnow.com)
20 March, 2000
My deepest empathy for all. I have lost a total of three to suicide
including my father and would like to offer my thoughts and love to Jason
and all that knew and loved him. Love is eternal and the spirit is
everlasting.
"Bev Jenkins" (Bev@fribit.freeserve.co.uk)
12 March, 2000
I have no words to express my feelings... Remember Jason is only in the next room waiting for you.
HacrChick9@aol.com
28 February, 2000
I would like flowers for Jason Allen Robert
MeBeMe1111@aol.com
18 February, 2000
We still think of you so often, Jason, and miss you all the time. You were
a special guy and I personally believe that you're making the angels in
Heaven smile with your quick wit and little pranks. I'll see you again,
someday. Love, Aunt Pollye
Jason and Kathie Pretzel (pretzel2@bellsouth.net)
05 August, 1999
He sounds like the kind of person the world needs... Kathie
IUnityI@aol.com
05 May, 1999
I'm sorry for your loss. I wish I could say somthing more meaningful
than
that but words escape me at the moment. Jason sounded like a good person.
Those aren't always easy to find. When I do somthing new.. I'll think of
him and let him live it with me.
Robyn Mimna [ 19 ]
"Alma Vega" (alvega@gruposenda.com)
20 December, 1998
Alma I. Vega Flores
Grupo Senda
México
Veronica Cannon (v.cannon@mindpring.com)
08 December, 1998
I was deeply touch to read about Robert Jason Allen. I also lost
someone very close to me 7 years ago from suicide. No one can
begin to try to figure out the reasons why someone chooses to
take their life. I hope RJ's family will find peace and know
that RJ made a mistake that had nothing to do with them. The
best we can do is to carry on for ourselves and for the memory
of our loved ones who will be forever missed.
PPeter6733 (PPeter6733@aol.com)
26 January, 1998
Flowers for R.J. Allen, I felt a great loss reading about R.J.
he was so
young, and
I have a son, I plan to hold him tight tonight, and tell him how
much mom loves him.
It made me do a lot of thinking, and in his passing he has
helped me to see
what is
number one in my life, I thank him. And I am so sorry to all of
the family I’m sure it is still difficult. Bless you all.
Pepeis1
AIVR Corporation (aivrcorp@airmail.net)
Thu, 26 Dec 1996
Rest assured that your memorial is being read by others, and that we feel the depth of your grief. The poem is magnificent.
Mom (TexEyes1@onramp.net)
Wed, 23 Oct 1996
Dozens and dozens of red roses for my son, symbolizing the love his many friends and his family had for him ... and one pure white rose to remind us of the guarantee we have to be with him again one day. Hold this memory bittersweet, Jason, until we meet again .... I love you ... Mom.