"ken" (inturn54@zoominternet.net)
18 March, 2005
May god hold you close, and bless your family.
from...A lonely soul
VMassey419@aol.com
03 November, 2001
Patrick:
My heart seems to be breaking more and more every day. Why, why why did
this happen???? Why did the time we spent together fade away, away into
this??? Where did I go wrong? I loved you so much.........I still do.
It was so many years ago that we were together, yet you are still
such a strong force in my life...even in your death.
I thought that time would heal my wounds........It hasn't. I find myself
thinking of you more and more every day. Wishing I had a photo of you to
hang onto....something anything.........All I have is the dear, dear
memories I have of you...of us.
Brandon is 15 now. It is hard to believe it was that long ago that we
were together.........15 years.
I will be 32 in one week...........32. The same age you were when you
left this place, when you left me forever.
~G~
Emailthepilot@aol.com
15 November, 2000
Lord bless you and keep you, the lord make his face to shine upon you and
give you peace.
Gina (VMassey419@aol.com)
14 June, 2000
I had a dream about you the other night. It was very strange. I went to
Oklahoma, to the grave yard. It was very dark and the cemetary had not
had any upkeep in a very long time. I could not find your grave. It was
terrifying to think that you have walked out of my life once again. I
love you and miss you very dearly. thinking of you always......Love
always, Your Gina
07 November, 1999
I am consumed with thoughts of you. It is almost as if you are trying
to
tell me something, only I cannot figure out what it is. I miss
you... the regrets I have are eating me alive. Why am I hurting so much?
I love you always. (G)
05 September, 1999
Patrick:
2 days ago it was your birthday, but I could not bring myself to visit
your grave. The pain is still so strong and I think about you every
minute of every day. They say time heals all wounds, but it does not seem
so in this case. So many regrets, I don't know how I'll ever be able to
go on without you. Know that I love you and miss you dearly.
all my love,
Gina
26 February, 1999
Today has been one year since you passed away, so I am here to leave
"flowers" at your grave. I was unable to make the trip to Tulsa to put
real flowers at your memorial and for that I am truly sorry. I miss and
love you still. Not one day passes that you are not on my mind. Love,
Gina
19 January, 1999
Patrick:
I find myself wanting to visit your "real" grave...but don't have time to
take the 18 hour round trip. I miss you so much and think of you every
minute of every day. I can't wait until I can see you again. I am so
afraid that your girls are going to forget you...especially Taylor. I can
only hope and pray that Kerri will keep your memory alive...and that
she'll always tell the girls how wonderful you were, and not dwell on how
you passed away. I miss you...and love you more than you'll ever know......take care... I
hope you are in the arms of an angel right now........ All my love... Gina
17 December, 1998
My Dearest Patrick:
December 18th has always been a special day for me. For us. The
day of our first date....12 years ago. I cannot believe it has
been that long. For 12 years, I have spent my life loving you.
Hoping and wishing to be with you again. And I find myself,
now, more than ever, still wishing to be with you again. I know
you are in a better place. But that does not make the time I
spend thinking about you any easier. You would be proud of me
though. I am moving on with my life. Every day, I am getting
stronger and more able to move on. When I finally see you in
Heaven, you will be so surprised at what a stong, positive
person I am.... I love you now and always. You are in my heart
and prayers.
Love, Gina
07 November, 1998
Patrick:
I am so glad they finally put up this memorial. Just wanted to
leave flowers here for you. I love you and think of you
always... Love, Gina
02 November, 1998
Patrick, I love and miss you so much.
You are in my heart, thoughts and prayers always.
My love, Gina